Date read: 24th February 2025
My rating: 5*Genre I reckon: M/M Romance with sports
Buy link: Amazon
This is one of those books which is full of raw emotion in the most marvellous way.
Luke is straight and a widower. At the start of this tale he's been struggling to come to terms with the loss of his wife. He's lost in darkness. Separately, so is his son, Emmett. They barely see each other, let alone talk. Their pain is visceral.
Finally, Luke realises he has to try to make a change, to reach out to his son. But he has no idea how. Then a letter arrives from the booster club for his son's high school American football team.
American football is a backdrop for this story of healing and recovery. It contains its own symbolism as the tale progresses. As is the artistic way Luke views the world, as his life gradually gets painted with colour. btw I'm not a sports fan but it totally works in this book.
Landon is a "super dad" and everything Luke wants to be. His son hugs him, gives him smiles, speaks to him... Happily, Landon is very generous. And, as the two sons are best friends, Landon helps show Luke the way.
My heart broke a thousand times at every tentative baby step these guys took. There is so much fear - neither Luke nor his son can survive another loss.
The love story is also gradual. And contains its own fears, not about the bi-awakening itself but all which surrounds this beautiful relationship and the impact it may have.
The characters leap off the page with a whole range of emotions and behaviours. By enduring the pain you're rewarded with endearing joy.
The writing is incredible. Descriptive and real, light and shade.
What we're left with is a story of bravery, courage and fighting for a HEA. It's like one's drowning but coming up for life-affirming air.
A heart-wrenching, sweet and little bit steamy book of gorgeousness.
TWs: Loss/grief, drug misuse/addiction